lol ok i know it says 30 day meme but I've always wanted to do this, and I don't think I have the patience to do it over the course of 30 days so I'm just gonna do all now kkkk

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i just realised that I don't know what I truly care about anymore. And the scary part? That I'm not bothered to fix it.

I LOVE STAYING IN MY ROOM BECAUSE IT BRINGS ME HAPPINESS

when i'm out in the living room it's not like you guys are talking to me anyways. i'm always alone. in front of the tv. and i can do that too in my room. fucking fuck you all.

 is it so fucking necessary for my mum to know everyone else's results? just so they could compare? WELL YOU WERE AT SCHOOL WHEN A LOT OF MY FRIENDS WERE THERE, WHY DIDN'T YOU ASK THEM BEFOREHAND AND JUST FUCKING EMBARRASS ME IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS ALREADY?

fuck this. i am so fucking unmotivated in my studies. i'm just gonna say it: I REGRET TAKING THE SUBJECTS I'M TAKING RIGHT NOW. and ngl, it kinda is your fault, mum.

i am so fucking pissed off.

 1. My mum needs to take a standard GP paper. If she gets a fucking A, I'll shut up forever.
Yeah yeah I got bad results but it's fucking A levels and I need time to adjust. Three months is not enough. And no, I do not want tuition, thank you very much.

( number two... )